im listening to sea lion by sage francis. so good. you know whats not so good? this blog. its been going down hill. just like my grades.i got a d on my physics test and i didnt even care. i remember last year i wouldve probably freaked out or cried or cut myself or something. what a loser. i hope i dont do good in high school. i hope i cant make i to college. that way ill be forced to have fun with my life instead of joinging a frat knocking someone up and getting stuck with a bunch of kids.kids are gross. they always have colds and are licking shit. thats not healthy.neither is the skin on my hand. i seriously need some fucking lotion. its ridiculous. they get itchy whenever i close them. and ive reopened the split on my knuckles several times today. at least i dont have tendanitis like chris. that jaunt must suck. my drum teacher would always used to tell me that if i didnt bend my fingers back i wouldnt be able to open doors. it freaked me the fuck out. i do it every time i play. we had a fire drill in band. it was fun. willie wilson said "sup" to me. happiest fucking day of my life. not "fags" or "ladies" but "sup". i think im just gonna quit drumming now. theres nothing more to accomplish. i really need to take lessons again. im not getting any better. i just keep playing the same things over and over again. i think im gonna start a rap journal. and try to rhyme a page a day for a year. then itll battle scotts acoustics and we'll see whos more punx. i know id only do it for like a day though. when people freestyle, check how many times they rhyme the words "hey" and "gay". its astounding. i think mrs lotto popped. maybe we will stop being fed white mans bullshit. i hope her child grows up and gets arrested for dissent. today she taught us about how great the patriot act is. i think the government just has her scared shitless. im going to try to be much more intense. i need a faux leather jacket and studs.and a knife.have you ever seen saw? lauren thought that was so funny. andrew kulesh apparently knows lauren. i repeatedly tell kulesh im writing songs about his sister. im not sure if he kknows that im serious.i hope scotts done with it. i am not looking forward to thanksgiving. every year every relative gives me shit about being vegan. they make it sound like its a disease.sometimes its fun though. we bought a tofurkey. its adorable.its like the size of a fist and weighs five pounds. i really need to do my math project. i probably wont. fuck math. im just gonna take stat next year and call it quits. i need to comb my hair. i think ill do one side this weekend then call it quits. growing up really fucking sucks. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rGl4DlfBvLAi find that video amazing. fuck life.